Tuesday, December 29, 2009

29 December 2009

still remember that time I was very sad and moody .
friends were there to cheer me up .
accompanied me for the whole night .
really thank you my friends , but everyone knows that it's hard to forget in one night right ?
so yea , when you all were cheering me up that time .
I was listening a song .
* 哭過就好了
this song meant alots to me .
the lyrics is just like telling out what is in my heart .
but , no matter what haapen now .
I will still SMILE  to face it . : )


- 哭過就好了 -


不喜歡懷疑什麼 並不表示我沒有感受


看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同

我不是生氣  只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了 但越解釋越覺得難過

你可以説人會變 但不能説 你會這麼做是我的錯



哭過就好了 傷都會好的

這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨

愛是為了擁抱  為了牽手

不是為了爭吵  為了調頭



哭過就好了  痛都會走的

記憶有限   所以它會淘汰壞的

失眠聽歌   想念雖然苦澀

還是謝謝你讓我長大了



越多美好堆疊的過往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷

要找勇氣卻不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某個地方





29 Dec.
Tue .
2.49 p.m

15 December 2009

HelLo everyone : )


hmm...

these few days I think alots of stupid stuff .

about friends , family , future and MYSELF .

sometimes , friends are very hard for us to trust with .

it's very hard to get a true friend .

I hope she is .

but she did many bad things behind me .

in front of me , she act like my good friend .

tell me everyting 'bout herself .

things 'bout her bf , her sadness and so on ...

but behind me , she told my friends many things that I didn't even done before .

when i heard of it , wow it's damn sad . of course will get mad 'bout that .

but she didn't want to admit it .

anyway , I used to it already .

everytime when I try to forget 'bout the passed .

someone told you talked 'bout me again .

so , it's done .

you have your own life .

please don't step in my life .

the door opens is not for you to come in .

that's all .

TODAY,went to JJ with peng , nelson and his cousin .

me and peng had our lunch with ernest gor gor .

Ernest gor gor , sounds funny huh .LOL

after that , he went back to work .

we played alots of things at capcom there .

after that we walked here walked there .

then nelson fetched us BALIK RUMAH ..

hahaa .. thank you again : )

and the ..

I've dyed my hair yesterday .

after my friends saw it , they all said it's look like 'lala tao' .

I have no comment with it .

Because I felt that too .

AND , today is my mummy's birthday .

hahaa . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MUMMY : )

15 Dec .

Tue .

8.10 p.m

6 December 2009

suddenly something crossed my mind .


HATE PLAYBOYS .

why suddenly these words will appear in my mind ?

I don't know .

hell yeah .

a guy good in flirting that's not his bad though .

sometimes girls are very enjoy in it too .

but please , use it in the right way .

because it will hurt many people .

everything has it own consequence .

you guys have to be responsible for the consequences .

APOLOGIZE .

hell no !!

apologize doesn't helps anything .

apologize doesn't cures the heartbreak .

ALL BULLSHIT !!!!

so yeah , don't try to hurt anyone in your life .

appreciate everything , every moment in your life .

think before you do .

don't let youself feel regret or guilty .

when the time you realised that you have did something wrong , it's too late .

CHANGE IT .

don't spoil your image .

6 Dec.

Sun.

3.49 p.m

1 December 2009

A new start form today..


WHY??

because today is 1st DECEMBER..

the last month of 2009..

after spm , I want to do many many things that I like.

for sure I will not go for CLUBBING ALWAYS..

because those pub are not that good actually.

and I will think 'bout my future .

MONEY !!!!!!!

IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN OUR LIFE !!!!

for me , of course that's important in my life.

about relationship .. those fucking stuff..

*urhemmm..

since I saying those are fucking stuff..

I think everyone knows what I'm trying to tell.

so , no need to write it out .



no one can choose our future.

but we can choose it ourself .

nothing is impposible , we must try to get it !!!

hell yeah ..

I will do that too !!!!





today is account paper..

not wishing to get a very good result in this subject.

but I will try all my best to finish it.

just like one of my dear friend told me..

" its just an exam , relax and enjoy it "

yea , thanks for telling me this !

a beautiful smile helps us alots !!!!

so , lets SMILE : )))))))

wish me GOOD LUCK in my exam : )

1 Dec.

Mon.

6.09 a.m

28 November 2009

wuuhuuuu ~~


Going to msn for TKD training later !!!!

sssssssssssss....

SCARED !!!!!!!!!



2pm-5pm..

I don't dare to imagine 'bout it ..



BUT,

it's great : )

because we can join the training class : )





hope all goes well : )

GOOD LUCK !!!!!









28 Nov.

Sat.

9.39 a.m

17 November 2009

18 ! 18 ! 18 !!!!!!!!!!!!!


It's TOMORROW !!!!

SPM !!!!!!!!!!!!!



whao...so nervous huh..

thinking about what the questions are ???

can i handle it ??

and bla bla bla.......

will I forget to bring something ??

ARRGGHH...

NO plaease !!



what I WANT TO HEAR right now ?

is the words GOOD LUCK !!!!!!!!



come on..I WANT TO HEAR IT !!









17 Nov.

Tue.

2.53 p.m

16 November 2009

that's your decision..


so,i just hope you won't get hurt again .

heess...

think think think and think !!!

i'm always here to support and listen what you want to tell



actually the case is almost same as mine.

i know you can't give it up,

and you have decided to continue..

but but but,

i have nothing to say also..

just hope you won't get hurt AGAIN : )

*SUI ZAI lei gehh...

haaassssssssss : D









16 Nov.

Mon.

12.54 p.m

12 November 2009

urrhemm..


spm is just hardly one week away..

NERVOUS.

what to do ??

study study study.?.

LOL..



time passed day by day..

18/11/2009.. SPM !!!!!

wuuhuuuuu ~~!!



after spm where to go ?

what course i need to take ?

still thinking 'bout that..



TODAY,I went to school.

iissshhh..HATE !!!

so damn HOT..

the teachers want us to move the tables and chairs from DEWAN D.C.P.S to Mother PAULINE hall..

gooshhh...so DAMN HEAVY..and HOT..

someone still sitting there and chit chat with friends. =.=

the teachers still want us to clean up all the f*cking dirty tables and chairs somemore..

haass...BUT,

at last,the teachers let us take a rest and let other students to clean it up : )

after that,we have a RAPTAI *hees for the spm..

and we were standing under the hot sun and waiting the teachers to let us enter the hall : (



TODAY,we've took a lots of photos in school..

i think i will miss these friends damn much : )



what class ??



5s2..!!!!!





what class ??





5s2..!!!!!!!!







12 Nov.

Thu.

3.37p.m

6 November 2009

有时候,


该放手的就让他走吧。。

不必要的留恋,

只会让自己更难熬。。

陷入得越深,

要爬起来就更不是一件容易的事。。



人生总会遇到的不只是开心,

还有许多的不开心,

伤心,

心痛,

甚至绝望。。





但我们并不能埋怨一切不好的到来。。

我们必须努力,勇敢的去把它们赶走。。

这就是我们一定要做到的。。



这世界上,

没有一个人是愚蠢的。。

而是他们被某些东西蒙蔽了双眼。。

当你把眼睛睁开后,

看清一切后,

就会知道。。





“自己是做错了,但我愿意承受我的过错。。"

。。这才是对的。。



我们不要让别人觉得我们过得好不好

而是要确确实实的告诉他 :







我很好 !!













6 of Nov.

Mon.

6.01 a.m

2 November 2009

my feelings..




WHAT YOU CARE ??!!



It's too LATE..







2 of Nov.

Mon.

5.31 a.m

31 October 2009

2 weeks..2 weeks...


HAPPY..SWEET.......

but SO SUFFER..

I knew that i really shouldn't do that..

but..

SIGH..



I DID IT.



WTF !!!

Damn SAD when i think about what u've told me..

but AT LAST..

I thought for a long time too

and finaly ,

I GIVE UP..



it's HURT..

it's SAD..

it's FREAKING SAD and HURT !!!

I feel grateful that I have these true friends who has accompanied me..

although they all knw this time i went wrong but they still accompany me..

I will not forget 'bout it.

and I really appreciated it.

THANK YOU very VERY MUCH !!!

I'm trying hard..

TRYING VERY VERY HARD TO FORGET ABOUT THAT : )

SPM is coming soon..

hope it won't affect my studies : )

what can i do now??

and what i want to do NOW..

is keep on

SINGING..SINGING....

I like to sing..

no matter what happen,just SING !!!

31 of Oct.

Sat.

6:04 pm

16 October 2009

Aiyooyoo...


I hate this nasty decision

I want to go for the tkd competition in KEDAH

but..

SIGH

that time is my SPM exam..

hmmm...

in the end , i chose not to go for the competition

I know I must work hard for the exam (*^__^*)

GAMBATEH GAMBATEH ~ ~







16 of Oct.

Fri.

10.02 a.m

14 October 2009

IIISSSHHHHH !!!!!!!


this is the FIRST time i forgot the password and email address

I tried many many times

thinking the password and email address about 30MINUTES

in the end also can't get it

lazy to create a new account but finaly a new accout was created

LOL...



this few days,feeling so s0 SO BAD

because i heard something from my school's friends that are really IRRITATING me

when i heard of that,

my heart was ............

you know......URRGG...

I never thought that would happen

not SAD ..

not ANGRY ..

not UNAPPY ..

BUT..

just QUIET.........

I don't know what respond I should give when I realised that you did that to me

I'm trying not to think 'bout it..

trying hard to forget 'bout it

I'm forcing myself to do these selfish matters to forget 'bout what you did

but it is IMPOSSIBLE..



THIS WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED IN MY HEART



both of you are deceiving me...

really ridiculous..

i won't believe YOU and YOU anymore..

our friendship cannot be sustained anymore..

that's all in my mind..



DELIGHTED,

i still have some GOOD friends can listen to me

I really very appreciate our friendship

and I hope that is FOREVER. O(∩_∩)O





sick not yet recover..

already many days didn't go to school

I'm afraid to receive SURAT AMARAN AGAIN

really scared the pricipal will "KICK" me out of the school

what to do...

*SIGH



SPM is coming soon

need to WORK HARD on it

I will try my best to do it

I will not let my parents dissapointed

but ..

the desire don't be too high

ahhaaaaa ~\(≧▽≦)/~







14 of Oct.

Wed.

8.47 a.m

26 September 2009

26TH OF SEPT.






那天我们去了jusco庆祝

唱了歌就去看戏

‘吓到笑’

真的蛮好笑的

但是到最后好感动哦



那天真の收到小老鼠の

可爱哦。。(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

O(∩_∩)O哈哈~





还有阿哥送了我们奶瓶

O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~

是不是很好笑(⊙o⊙)?





还有收到好大一瓶的糖果

真の好多好多丫( ⊙ o ⊙ )!

哈哈哈哈

看到糖果心情都会变得开心许多O(∩_∩)O~~





晚上就去了吃东西

开心但好热( ⊙ o ⊙ )啊!

然后就回家了。。。。。



今天和TKDの朋友去吃东西

说是庆祝我の生日

(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

然后可能还有一天の庆祝

那天是不肯定的

不过也很开心了(⊙o⊙)哦~~

~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦













29 Sep.

Tue.

5.55 p.m

24 September 2009

昨晚我和家人去逛夜市


当家人在买食物时,

有一个男の

从我背后走过并对我说

‘买啦买啦,我小小吃到大’

我觉得奇怪就看着他咯

怎么懂他竟然回头

走向我啊啊

多恐怖。。

我立刻去站在家人中间。。然后他就走了

妈妈和卖东西的小贩都看见他回头时看着我并要走向我

不是怕什么

是他の打扮好可疑(⊙o⊙)哦

戴着一顶帽子,一身の穿着都偏深色

而且,他背着一个看时装了好多东西の背包

水洞他背包里装的是什么( ⊙ o ⊙ )!

唉。。好惊险(⊙o⊙)哦

女生们去哪里都好记得要小心

谨慎一点哦。。







24 Sep.

Thu.

8.24 a.m

23 September 2009

ahgorrr ar..


dont so sad larhxx

me n mei will always beside u ger

u can call us when u r moody or whatever larhxxx

we are 24 hours on call gehhh

is CALL..not TEXT ya....

hahaasss

be happy larhxxx

forget about the sad memories

start ur new life

what pass is pass

:-)

gar yao yaaaaaaa !!!!\(^o^)/~





23 Sep.

Wed.

3.06 p.m

23 September 2009

yesterday suiyeh told me he bought a b'day present for me


i thought bear bear lorhxx

but then he told me is something still alive ge woooo

wah...white n orange color one

he bought it vf his mum..LOL

22cm big wooooo..(chui sui only)

ACTUALLY got so BIG geh hamster mehhh???

he put it in the toilet tim..gao xiu..

i wonder how it looks like...

but he don't even know is boy or gal.



23 Sep.

Wed.

10.25 a.m

22 September 2009

有种莫名の失落






can someone tell me why??

i really need IT

reALLY NEED THAT..

COME BACK PLEASE..

this is not what i want now..

i want it back...

please..please..please..





22 Sep.

Tues.

10.54 a.m

21 September 2009

hmmmmmmmm...




there must be ups and downs in life

as long as we are one of mind..

hand in hand

will be able to solve all the difficulties



we must presevere

to hang on until the last

people who work hard will get the final victory



this is true..



so,...



work hard ya my friends :)



21 Sep.

Mon.

10.56 a.m

21 September 2009

放假噜


是不是应该感到很很很开心O(∩_∩)O~~(⊙o⊙)??

当然咯

但是,我觉得超超超级闷的

在家看电视,上网。。。走来走去

真の好像失业人士

真の好闷( ⊙ o ⊙ )啊!



我の❤情就像是①直被关在屋里

可以逃出去

却不懂逃去(=@__@=)哪里?

哎哟哟

人生就真的那么⑤聊(⊙_⊙)?

alamak!!!!!!!

谁来⑨⑨我丫( ⊙ o ⊙ )!

O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~



我好⑦待※⑦六の到来

∵去庆祝生日~\(≧▽≦)/~啦!!

O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

虽然我的生日⑩在↓个※⑦

但这个※⑦六是庆祝三个人の生日(⊙o⊙)哦~

我,阿哥,妹。。的生日

∵我们の生日都相差几天②①

所以⑨①⑦开开心心地庆祝咯^^



耶耶耶耶耶

\(^o^)/~

快快※⑦⑥吧~!!!

等你(⊙o⊙)哦~!!

O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~

我疯了~\(≧▽≦)/~啦。。。

(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……







21 Sep.

Mon.

10.03 a.m

18 September 2009

终于都考完试噜


哈哈哈

本来星期六可以去大羽球的

就因为某某原因取消了

不爽咯

算啦



最近也想着很多东西

为什么这个世界上真的会有很多莫名其妙的人

真的很无聊啊

考完试应该是开心的嘛

但是为什么开心在我身上只停留了那么短的时间

真的每一次都是这样

只要没想到停止的一天

它就走了

消失得无影无终

怎样找也找不回了

这种感觉是没有人能够体会,感觉到的

也没有人想要体会这种感觉。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。









18 Sep.

Fri.

9.36 a.m

15 September 2009

好累哦


昨晚很早就睡了

真的好累



现在剩下的科目就只有华语

过了这个星期四就考完预考噜

哈哈哈



快快快

好累啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊







15 Sep.

Tue.

11.04 a.m

13 September 2009

26th打算去庆生


我问SK有没有叫XXX

他说没有然后又send了msg给他

然后我就说不要啦,不是很想

结果你们知道发生什么无聊的事吗????



那个男生晚上sms给我

在那边自以为很yeng很高傲那样

在那边呛什么

算什么

第一封信息:

lol.i won't go don't worry

i won't even touch you

need so lc or not o

相信这是男生发给女生的一封信息吗

没品对不对

等着,还有一封

第二封信息:

haha..

nvm de la..

hate me lo..

i don mind geh..

say whatever you want to say behind me lo..

i'm ok with it

是不是更令人忍受不住呢???

对!!!!!!一个人的忍耐度有限

这样子send这些东西出去很有面子吗????

真搞不懂。。

为什么别人说不想那个人去。。

那个人还有胆子send msg出去???

难到不觉得丢脸吗????

一件小事。。

可以说到那么刻薄。。

真有你的。。。

我在这给于万分的佩服!!

真的。。真心的佩服。。!!!!







13 Sep.

Sun.

5.33 a.m

11 September 2009

今天上学只有三个人


班上有36个学生

来的只有三个

说出来都好笑

而且校长也知道我们不会上学

早都告诉了食堂卖食物的婶婶不必准备form5的食物

哈哈哈。。



今天在班上真的超级无聊

sms...拍video....跑来跑去

闹来闹去。。

累了,就睡觉

老师进班看到我们睡觉也走了

叫我们继续睡吧。。哈哈哈



就这样过了一整个上午

多无聊啊。。。但是还蛮开心的

嘻嘻嘻。。。







11 Sep.

Fri.

4.35 p.m

11 September 2009

哈哈


我都唔知我自己做紧么野

竟然唔训搞上网谈天

系唔系有d无聊

没错

就系无聊ge咯

里个时候唔无聊蛤

等几时啊。。哈哈

发觉跟得d唔训搞ge人多

自己都变到唔想训jorr

哈哈。。他地绨到jor一定怒死

哈哈哈







11 Sep.

Fri.

4.35 a.m

9 September 2009

why why why????


i keep on asking whyyy

why this happens to me

can someone tell me why??



really hate some of them simply say out somethings without any prove

u are irritating me

u spoil my moodddddd

please check it n give me the prove b4 u said that



if u dare,say in front of me larhxxx...

and..remember one thing

tell someone who can keep secret one..okay??

if not tell 4 what...

so SMART huh..







9 Sep.

Wed.

4.09 p.m

7 September 2009

昨天去看了怪谈


原本以为是很恐怖的

但是,结果是恶心恶心恶心啊啊啊

这个恶心的画面令我吃不下鱼和鸡

说出来自己都觉得好笑

但这是真的,我也不想

‘那个人竟然把活生生的鱼和鸡就这样生咬’

看见鱼和鸡还在痛苦地挣扎着

而那个冷血恐怖的人还在拼命的咬

把那内脏都给咬了出来

仿佛没了人性似的

看见这画面,我真的感到极度反胃和痛心

我看我要吃素了。。哈 !



除了看戏

我们也玩了很多东西

我也刚学会玩桌球哦

嘻嘻



出了一整天真的好累

加上星期六训练后的酸痛

使我感到特别的疲累



还有,

我昨晚很不小心的把我 sparring 的 video 给删除了

唉。。。。

好粗心,不开心。。。





我要回我的食欲和影片!!







7 Sep.

Mon.

10.46 a.m

8 September 2009

现在是3.54a.m了


我还在和阿哥和妹在谈天

有点饿了

哈哈

还好明天没上学

这几天考试都没有读到

真的好懒哦



唉。。。







8 Sep.

Tue

3.57 a.m

Monday, December 28, 2009

6 September 2009

昨天早上上跆拳课


教练操到我们的身体都快散了

真的好累好累累累

有偿试过就快呼吸不到

就快要窒息的感觉吗

哈哈。。就是那样

不过很爽

爱死了





回到家

满身痛

也有瘀青

不过这是很平常的事

但这次的真的好痛

除了瘀青

身体的肌肉也超级痛的

但也觉得超爽的

哈哈。。没错

我是傻的?变态?神经?

哈哈哈哈哈哈





一天就在痛痛痛的情况下度过了

整身酸痛

连走路也是超痛

但是。。。哈哈哈



。。。还是爽。。。









6 Sep.

Sun.

8.10 a.m

5 September 2009

 昨天考的数学都不会做


前一晚还温习到凌晨一点

结果却换来让我失望的噩梦

原本以为数学是最能掌握的一个科目

真的失望

朋友们都说好难

但为什么会这样呢

真的没有心情



昨天我问了某个朋友一个问题

结果的到的回复竟然是我不想听到的

在一天里发生了这些令我不开心的事

把我一天的心情都搞砸了



今天去了tkd class

就去图书馆温习

acc,ea,bc...

还剩下的科目就还有这些

我真的得努力了





希望今天是个开心愉快的一天

努力加油吧依婷~!!!









5 Sep.

Sat.

6.33 a.m

4 September 2009

累累累。。。累惨了 !!!




今天是 SPM TRIAL EXAM 的第四天

今天考的科目是数学

昨晚才温习到差不多凌晨1.30 a.m

真的很累

还担心着今天的考题是容易还是难

?????



昨天靠的科目是 sj and moral

睡觉的学生多得是

在考 sj paper 时,也就是最多时间让我们睡觉的

老师一定感到非常痛心吧

我们也不想这样的

但历史就是一科会让我们感到无聊和纳闷的



过了今天的考试,直到下星期三才有考试

我要在这几天的假期睡到饱

哈哈哈哈哈哈





好了,是时候去准备上学了



加油吧 !!!









4 Sep.

Fri.

5.43 a.m

3 September 2009

Oh My Gosh...


What I'm doing now??

I should be studying..

Doing revision for the trial exam..

But I still sitting in front of the COMPUTER..

LOL

I can't imagine what will happens today



Today is the 3rd day of the exam

HMMM..

sejarah paper 2...I'm gonna sleep in class AGAIN..

moral...I hate to memorize all the nilai-nilai and the definisi..

36 nilai that we need to memorize

huuuu...I'm gonna die.....

HELP ME.!!!



HMMM...I knw that I should study hard

But.....

..............................SIGH.................................











3 Sep.

Thu.

4.43 a.m